Senior Year… Yikes

Senior Year… Yikes

Oh gosh. When they said that high school flies by, they weren’t kidding. It really does feel like just yesterday that I was walking in – late, by the way – on my first day of high school.

It’s very weird to tell people that I’m a senior because I still feel 12. I get excited about new Disney Channel movies and when I can have ice cream, but at the same time, I’m 17, running my own business, and looking at colleges? It’s all very surreal.

Though, I definitely feel the pressure that comes with being a senior – applications, scholarships, grants, financial aide, the whole nine.

I’ve always been the type to plan everything. I’ve known what I wanted to do since I was a kid, with a dream school in mind, and the following 20 years after high school thoroughly planned out. But. I learned very quickly that life happens and things change and people have the power to change everything you thought you wanted.

So, in all honesty, I don’t have a single clue as to what after high school looks like. I know what I want to happen, but things can change in an instant. I have back up plans for back up plans but what I’ve realized over the past summer is that planning doesn’t mean anything. You could have every hour planned out by the minute and it could blow up in your face. The best thing to do is just go with the flow. So that’s what I’m doing.

I can promise to you, whoever you are, and to myself that I’ll do my best to make the right decision for me. I won’t sacrifice myself or my dreams for anyone or anything. I am pursuing my dreams. It’s just a matter of how at this point. We’ll just have to see.

As far as senior year goes, I’m done already and it’s been 3 days. High school is exhausting and I’m over it, so I’m just doing what I can to make the best of it. It’s a very short period in my life that I will remember forever. It’s been crazy thus far. I can only imagine what this year will bring.

I have no idea what the intention of this post was, I guess I just really want to get back into writing about what matters to me. Like I said, life happened and my blog got lost in translation. It’s coming back though. I’m determined.

Here’s to senior year and to the unknown adventure that is the future. It’s gonna be one hell of a ride.


High School Is a Privilege

High School Is a Privilege

In America, high school is a privilege. The youth of today are required by law to attend school until the age of 16. Once you turn 16, you have the choice to continue school, or to drop out. If you talk to most kids in America, they probably don’t want to go to school because they’re tired, they want to hang out with their friends, they don’t see a point, or they’ll give you some other bs excuse.

In today’s world, it is $216 to send one child to high school in a third world country. $216.

Right now, in my school, it’s Random Week. Everyday this week at lunch, there is some sort of thing you can watch or participate in. Monday, you could salsa dance with one of our teachers from Venezuela. Tuesday, our phenomenal jazz band played a little show. Wednesday, 4 teachers lip sync battled. Thursday, you pull a random country from a tub and locate it. Friday, we have a photo booth and a quote wall. While all these fun activities are going on, you can buy a blue sticker for $1. You are supposed to give the sticker/s you buy to different people and tell them “You’ve been blued!”. Basically, it means you’re supposed to go buy a sticker and “blue” someone else. All the money that we raise, goes to sending kids in third world countries to high school.

The reality of it is, we take secondary education for granted. We don’t have a choice in going to school, we have to. But there are kids all around the world who’s one goal is to go to high school, to get a higher education. Many of those kids, don’t get to reach that goal. How baffling is that?

Lets break it down a little further.

According to Global Citizen, there are 10 barriers to education around the world. Lack of funding, having an unqualified teacher or no teacher at all, no classroom, lack of materials, exclusion of children with disabilities, being the wrong gender, living in a country at war/conflict or at risk of war/conflict, distance from home to school, hunger and poor nutrition, and overall expense in general are the top 10 reasons why kids can’t go to school. Yet in my high school alone, we have 4-5 computer labs, all with either Macs, PCs, or Mac Minis. This year my school provided every student, teacher, and most administrators with their own iPad minis. We have multiple sets of Chromebooks, all with no less than 20 in each cart. And there are still children in this world who don’t know if they’re going to make it past second or third grade.

“what if the cure for cancer is trapped inside the mind of someone who can’t afford an education?”

That’s a quote that has always stuck in my mind. I can’t even begin to think about what that would be like. There are THOUSANDS of children in this world who don’t get to receive the education I have right now and yet there are kids that we have to drag to school. There are kids that are more concerned with drugs and partying than getting their high school diploma. There are so many kids in this world that want to be in school. Kids in this world that have one goal. Just one. They want a higher education, and the fact that this isn’t more talked about and it isn’t something that a lot of people care about, is appalling to me.

High school in modern day America, in first world countries, is a privilege.

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